Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God!!!

Pushing was awful! OK, I'm sure nobody who has gone through it will say it was anything but awful, but seriously, I was so ready for it all to be over!

I had to count to ten for every push.I think I might have scared any women in the rooms next to me. I pushed and pushed and let out a scream after each one.I pushed for an hour and a half. I thought it was never gonna end. And then, my Doctor decided for a Cesarean Section. awts..

at 1:12pm, CIEN was born!=)

The nurse almost took cien, but my doctor told her to give her to me. This is the first time I held my little girl!=)

They wrapped Cien up, and gaveher back to me. She was making the funniest little growling noise. Everyone was laughing. I started crying, {I was cramping really badly, and wanted to curl up, but I tore, and the doctor was stitching me up} when Cien heard my cries, she stopped and just stared at me. It was the sweetest thing ever!